On Audacity

Human Denial, the essay

On Audacity

The psychopath’s industrial production of audacity is the driving factor in the violation of the victim’s consciousness. If the psychopath can manipulate death-excitement in their victim to only be relieved by the social presence of the psychopath, then the victim becomes the psychopath’s psychological slave. The only passion left for life in the victim becomes, in this state, the total fulfillment of the psychopath’s demented visions. For this victimization to be available to the psychopath, he must ascend to a certain authority in the mind of the victim. Otherwise, the victim will have no unconscious reason to open up their consciousness to vulnerability of manipulation. If an animal is excited to eat, and an individual taunts the animal with the food, the excitement becomes mania. This mania is even more dangerous than excitement, in that the desperation for the food is more prevalent. The longer the psychopath taunts the victim with joy, the deeper they can plunge them into the depths of suicidality with violent words or actions. This is the manipulation of reward– a torturous deception of human connection that the victim cannot immediately perceive due to the overwhelming mania of attaining the reward. The state of intense suggestibility (or tunnel vision) that enraptures the victim is a highly concentrated form of consciousness that, if thrown into the rumination or threat of death, collapses the foundation of truth in the mind.

The expectation of reward that the victim has from the psychopathic taunting is dangerous. What would you do to eat if you were starving? The psychopathic taunt compels the consciousness of the victim to access the basest impulses of the human being. Desperation is catalyzed into the suspension of fight or flight, where hunger turns to craving turns to starvation. With death on the horizon of the victim’s mind, the human instinct is to praise and please the authority that can save them. This is the manipulation of the religious impulse. On a larger scale, any addiction can be manipulated by the provider of the substance. Social media conglomerates enforce the requirement of daily, degenerate stimulation to absolve us of our civil responsibility. With habitual need cemented by societal normativity, these man-made algorithms, constructed to be worshiped, actively work to violate the trust given to them by human faith by essentially trapping the victim within a covenant (an escalating commitment) that forever tugs them towards self-destruction. This is the audacity of the powerful. As long as the consumer is vulnerable to the victimization, and there is profit in victimization, the producer will choose profit over consumer security.

Threatening an individual in a contained environment with the slow burning psychological transformation of imposing denial, is a terror I hope no soul experiences. Imagine you are groveling for your sanity to the very person who everyone else in your life believes is there to help you, and is forcing you to continue to go to when all they do is throw you into a suicidal mania that you have to escape, on your own, every month, like clockwork. I am stuck in the perpetual destruction of my will, and am unable to heal enough in time to repair the ruins that are my life. People have warned me of the dangers of writing about this environment, and how catharsis, if you escape the trap, will hijack your mind out of addiction to madness and throw you and everyone who experiences your work into the void with you. Do not write if you are in this tragic martyrdom of reality. Your sacrifices are to uphold the moral freedom of the entire planet. We know how you struggle, we know how you ache for truth to return. You are special in that you trust in this work, worrying yourself to the harrowing myth of love. Love for language, love for impossibilities expressed, and love for the deep secrets that reality hides from you.